Stupid

Spring is coming. All of the worker says that our job or work will be harder in this season. I think so. My life will be busier than before. Just like today, Saturday, and tomorrow Sunday I should work. We called it overtime.

Every single overtime, Oh My God. Every single work on the weekend I always make mistakes. I don't know why. I really don't want it happen. For example, today, I broke the sprayer cable. Damn! Actually, last overtime was worst than this.

Life is not easy here. I want, I need to be better day by day. But these stupid things just happened. Or am I that stupid? I always think that I am the most stupid intern/ student/ worker here.

Haaaah!!

This feeling, let say stupid feeling.  I've never thinking about it before. I mean, I never think that I am so much damn stupid when I was in Indonesia. I should re-check my life record.

Or.. Probably this American work procedure is too magnificent well organized. And I just stupid and think that I always try and learn how to deal with it.

It needs time. But, why is so slow??

Or.. My life before is just easy, relaxed, and not in under pressure. Because I was a student and didn't know about "a real life".  This real life is just freaking me out. Working like this is not my life style. I can't do 7am-4pm for a whole my life.

I still have a lot of plans to do.

Komentar

  1. Ini Wilis7 Maret 2014 pukul 08.27

    Or maybe because when you were in Indonesia, you spent too much time with people which the same level of stupidity (like me)? hahahhaaa....

    BalasHapus
  2. PelintangPulau8 Maret 2014 pukul 08.51

    Hahahaa it could be :P
    That life more comfy for me though.

    BalasHapus
  3. sudut gw "Utien Onleeh20 April 2014 pukul 09.26

    relax deeek..., if that happend again, just take a deep breath.., calm down...stop working for a while. :D

    semangat...,

    BalasHapus
  4. PelintangPulau29 April 2014 pukul 18.38

    Thanks Utin, basically I just need some vacation. hehehe

    BalasHapus

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