Wild World

Prague views from The Charles Bridge

Wild World by Mr. Big
 
I have so many ideas in my head but I don't know how to start it. It's so tiring. Just heard this song on my playlist and immediately felt this song is so me. I'm feeling that Mr. Big talks to me, they say:
 
"Now that I've lost everything to you
You say you want to start something new
And it's breaking my heart you're leaving
Baby I'm grieving"
 
Yes, I'm starting it, no actually I've started it since I found my happiness when I visit a new place, just say travelling. I'm leaving my family but I believe they are agree for what am I doing. I'm sure I'll go back, so nobody would grieve for me.
 
"If you wanna leave take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
And a lot of nice things turn bad out there"
 
Take good care, easy to say but hard to implies. Pay attention for all of my belonging all the time, watch my steps because I'm afraid of slippery road, eat well, speak well, sleep well, dressed up well, and pack up well.
 
"Oh baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh baby, baby, it's a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child, girl"
 
It is!
Sometimes, in a new place I don't know anybody, don't know their language, food, transportation, and so. It's true a smile doesn't get everything but at least a smile can start a thing. Yeah my experiences proved it. Keeping minds always positive somehow helps me to get rid of stress and pressure. Never mind, I'm still a child for some reasons. Someone told me one time that I'm a weak little girl, their opinion.
 
"You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it's breaking my heart in two
'Cause I never want to see you sad girl
Don't be a bad girl"
 
Many things I've been through so far, bad, good, happy, sad, disappointed, and satisfied could happen in a day. Nothing to worries, just be more careful and make better plans.
Haha, what is a bad girl? I'm trying to be me all the time. I have no deals with this thing.
 
"But if you wanna leave take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
Just remember there's a lot of bad and beware, yeah"
 
Thank God, so many people around me are nice so far. Meeting and spending time together with someone during travelling are very nice. But how if they are new friends? How it feels?
You'll find the answer by yourself :). For me it's always incredible :)
 
Damn it! I still don't know how to start a new page.

Komentar

  1. Rita10 Desember 2014 pukul 07.17

    ngobrol dengan diri sendiri seperti ini adalah sehat. kalau bisa terus mempertahankan akan bagus untuk kesehatan jiwa. haha

    BalasHapus
  2. PelintangPulau11 Desember 2014 pukul 01.50

    hahaha.. refleksi bentar mba..

    BalasHapus

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